Change 3

I tend to take many things that people generally take seriously- very lightly - as if it is not going to impact me.  Having delved a little into Christian spirituality , I tend to forget about the gains in this world when it comes to salary, recognition at work and  let go easily.When people complain about not having got good ratings, hike or promotion - I would mostly be be complacent of whatever I get. There are in afct a lot of instances where many of my colleagues have thought that I'm happy because I got a good hike or appraisal whereas in reality I would have got less than what they have actually got.This I think comes from  self-worthlessness - as if I deserve only this much, which i think needs to change. Not sure how though :)