Thursday, June 13, 2013

Learning Champion !

Attended a  two day workshop on 'Learning Champion' program. It was a great one after a long time. The best part of it was I was in office by 08:30 and I could do that after around 2 years I would say...without the slightest exaggeration .

The workshop was on facilitation skills and and on the second day of the workshop , each of us was given a chance to facilitate a workshop -a short duration one - on our topic of interest. I chose 'Cancer Awareness' (Shall publish a post on it soon !) .

Though I fumbled for words , I looked scared , emotional - I enjoyed preparing for it, I enjoyed answering questions and I enjoyed spreading awareness :).


Friday, May 17, 2013

Blast...!

An Email Chain :

A : Heard some blast happened in bangalore ?

B: ya ..ya...even I heard and read ....in Malleshwaram near BJP office.
Security has been beefed up in Banaglore with Secuity people...checking the car to check for bombs in hunchbacks...nothing else to notice here as such.
Hope the bombs don't blast in our lifes with the steps that I'm taking with my career.
If you have noticed or otherwise....lot of compromises on my part from last July.
I don't know where I'm going to....listening to whatever you are saying...and at the end...it will be all 'MY money' for you and I will have to beg you even for a mobile recharge.
And also comments like- 'I knew you would come...which girl can say a NO to onsite and things '
Hope I don't blast !


A:

My Dear B,
Be Happy that you are still working and is working on your area of strength. All these sacrifices are to make sure that we make some good money in our early days so that we can relax later.  Also we need to spend our good days together not scattered across the world.

Your career is as important to me as it is for you. I don't have a background like *** to make you leave the job and ask you to take care of household activities. Even if i had also i would not have asked coz i consider my wife as my best friend not a slave.


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Little less than 4 years into marriage , I 'm confident to take my husband's love for granted and it is ok even if he doesn't buy me anything or call me or even wish me on my/our special occasions . ( not that he doesn't)
But there are times when I want to shout to him  'I LOVE YOU my dear ' from the depth of my heart.
The moment I read this reply from him for this arrogant mail of mine was one of those.
I love you my dear and thank god for you are mine :).
Husbands are better than wives ...is it :)

It Hurts !

It Hurts...!


I'm not stone...neither am I paper
to hit and be torn,
I'm a being - a being as alive and full of life ..as you are.

You can abuse..so can you scold,
but be sure - It hurts and burns,
For , I'm a being - a being as alive and full of life ..as you are.

I can turn and walk back bold,
but be sure - I'll with love return,
I'm a being - a being as alive and full of life ..as you are

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Realisation....

As I was reading through some beautiful blog posts , like this one I was just realising that I too am blessed with a lot of positive , lovely, cherishing moments in life which I fail to capture or write about.
Moments that  rejuvenate me ...moments that add colours to my life. Let me try if I can be more deligent in capturing these moments - before they fade away...

Monday, March 25, 2013

As I turn another decade of my life !

I turned 30 yesterday....Ohh ...good 30 years of life...that just flew.

A call from home , another from my love , a day at church, a hug and kiss from my boy - that was all for the day.No big(?) resolutions this time  - I'm a more practical person now.
As someone (?) rightly said ' Alice in Wonderland '  is falling back to earth and I hope she has already landed on earth. I'm a happy person with what I've and what I don't - and that is all it matters.


Thursday, March 7, 2013

The Wrath Continues....

When I posted the last post , I was kind of relieved that the LOCK episode was over and I would soon join a project. But things went for a chnace again when on Monday the P M of the project that selected me called me up to say that they were not able to tag me since the LOCK was still present. He said that he was unable to UNLOCK it in spite of having selecte me and was unsure how to proceed and asked me to call the HR myself.

I was shocked - What is this happening in an IT company.

I called up the HR and this is how Ms G replied , voice raised and harsh as usual ( I really want to see this G to know how she manages to be so very non-understanding and rude  ) - " Anu , I have been telling you from the very beginning that we would not be able to help you if the project team is not supportive. This manager seems to be not particularly interested in you ( I really wanted to ask her what she meant by this particular interest ). We had asked him for some project details and explained to him the process for the same. He has not come back with the details yet. Please ask him to provide the details. I don't know how he handles delivery. (I understood this lady was rude by her very nature and belittles everyone she talks about )"

I was taken aback what she was asking me - it was actually asking me to do what she was supposed to do !!!

I called up the PM to know that there were few technical issues in gettng my SAP movement done and said that he would let me know when the movement is done.

All this just reinforced to me that " Never take anything for granted in the IT world . All that actually matters is your skillset and how you market it "

Friday, March 1, 2013

HR Wrath...?

Have you ever heard of HR wrath in an IT company...I had heard ;  but experienced it in the last few days of working, in a company that I have been part of for more than 7 years now. I was in free pool ( bench) for the last 2 months  - looking for projects in Sweden, where my husband is planning to travel in the next couple of days. I was communicating this to all the HR people who were contacting me for getting me projects - none of them said a 'NO' but,  all replied that they would try and let me know if they came across  any suitable openings - well, good-understanding people I thought , until one fine morning I received a  mail from Ms.G asking me to call her for a discussion. Oh, Maybe they have finally found out something for me in Sweden - too innocent a thought for these crooks( excuse me).

 I tried calling Ms.G - but when she dint pick up , dropped her a message saying I was so and so - you had asked to call ( naive ). " I will call back" replied Ms.G . Professional - I thought.

Finally she calls me after sometime - and there began the saga of typical ( yes G seemed to be very used with delivering these ) dialogue exchange.

Ms.G : " So you are in free pool for this long a time - why ?"
I narrated  my full story including the e-mail confirmations that I had got regarding HR looking for projects in Sweden for me .( This never happens and only thing that can happen is you spread your wings , use your contacts and look out for something yourself - maximum that they will do is to tag you once you find something for yourself and if they are not in a  position to do anything against you ).

Ms.G's tone and sound changes ( She seemed trained in doing this ): " Don't you know you have agreed to work in any location in your appointment letter and now I have a resource (after all,  that is all that I am ) who is willing to go to Sweden but not to Chennai "

I replied that I would have looked for a transfer to Chennai if my husband was in Chennai and that it was about keeping my family together.And I ask her what is it that can be done to confirm that there is no opportunity in Sweden before I decide to take up anything elsewhere.

Ms G: " I have no clue - try contacting Mr B. Anyway I don't think it is possible now since there is a 'TED LOCK' on your profile and we cannot wait for any longer. All of us have personal reasons - why don't you take a  break and put your papers for now.I should know an answer by tomorrow this time - as a company you cannot be paid for longer than this without work "

I was literally shocked - I had not thought of leaving my job yet - it was just that I was looking for a suitable  opportunity.

I wrote a mail to Mr B who forwards the mail to C,D and F from whom there is no response at all even after two days.

It was  'National strike' the next day and I call up my Manager who handles few accounts in Sweden and I get to know that there is nothing in Sweden for now and he gives me another contact who also seems to not reply to e-mails.

Day 3 : Ms G calls up . " I did not call you yesterday. What is your decision ?"

I tell her that I was not going to put my papers and that I was open to projects in Bangalore.

Ms G: " You have no time now. You do not have any projects in hand and when you get billed. And since there is a  ted lock against your profile you cannot be proposed for any projects now "

I explain to her that I did not attend any interviews because I had been looking for something specific and I was confident that I would get selected if I attended any interviews. She keeps the phone telling that she maynot be able to help me get the LOCK released.

She calls me the next day , " Do you check your emails ? There was a mail to you asking you to take up an assignment with WALMART - what is the status?" I reply to her taht I'm not able to recollect the exact e-mail because there have been many e-mails that I've been replying to.

To this she again raises her voice and tells that I don't even track my e-mails.

At this, I lost my cool and clarified to her that , it was just that I didnot remember at the moment about that specific e-mail and tht I would check and let her know. I later checked the e-mail that she was referring to. It was a mail that had come about 2 weeks back asking me to contact a manager in WALMART and to work with him for a  month before getting billed. I had actually forwarded tht mail to the said manager and asked him for a  convenient time for meeting - which he had not replied to. I forwards the mail to Ms G and she seemed happy with it .

I started looking out for projects in my technical area . Got few calls  and cleared the technical discussion for two of them and they ask for the TED LOCK to be released before proposing for the client interview. I call Ms G several times before she answer my call to tell that she would not be able to help.

I was thankfully proposed for the client interview of one of them before the LOCK RELEASE  and I cleared that. I call Ms.G several times .No Reply. No Call back.

Later after a day , the Project Manager of the account that selected me calls up to tell that the LOCK would be released in a  day or two.

What was the role of HR in my case?

Terrorize me to leave the company. Not even bothered to look into the reasons - genuineness behind the reasons- for not taking up projects.

They could not help me lookout for projects in my preferred location - I feel they didnot even try.

All this from the HR of a company that I have worked for the last 7+ years.
Stopping for now. Running out of time .People in the IT World - Save YOUR SELF :)